Hirap pumasok sa trabaho pag ganitong maambon at mahangin. Parang mas gusto ko na lang idikit ang likod ko sa kama ko at bawiin lahat ng oras na kulang sa tulog ko. Ika nga "bed weather."
Sa ganitong mga panahon din naiisip ko kung ano ang buhay ko sakaling may asawa o kahit man lang nobya ako. Because of some things that happened in a past relationship, I prefer not to have a relationship of any sorts right now. I am happy being alone. For the meantime at least.
Though it really pains to long for warmth of somebody beside you in the bed on a rainy day like these, I could not gather enough courage to pursue a relationship right now. There is this girl at work that I fancy, and I somehow have a feeling that she feels the same way; I don't think though that she'll be able to handle a relationship with me. I am quite a demanding partner. Napagdududahan akong bakla dahil sa hindi pagkakaroon ng girlfriend. Pero okay lang, kesa mag-suffer ang taong mamahalin ko.
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